Tuesday, May 20, 2008

The fine days after my new beginning....

I must say that my last meal was on Wednesday... and my sug. was on thursday so of course i didn't eat anything on thursday and friday yeah right.... saturday...joke and sunday yeah ok... I seriously thought i was going to die.... I was like just sitting and starring like i couldn't move... i had no strength to do anything i was stuck... My mom came to me in vision i will say and said Trina get up and get u some water and mix some sugar in it and just sip on that baby... drink some more for momma.... and i did i swear it was like she was here and i started to feel better right away. This was monday morning at like 2 or 3ish in the am like it is now..... I will always love MY MOMMA.... I had to stop taking the pain meds. because they were making me sicker and more nausaeated how crazy... take away the pain, but leave something else wrong...uhhhh nope... I just prayed about it. and I will say I feel so much better now and I know that I have beat the hell out of this fat deamon, killed it and sent it back to hell from where it came from. I will no longer be a slave to food. Bottom line. I have taken control back from the enemy. All i can say is God is great. Is there anything too hard for God? Nope.. I am a living witness.... One thig i do know and realize that with reading the post on ohhelp.com, and lapbandtalk.com is that everyone says everyday is a better day and it is..... so true.... I know GOD had great things in store for me know.... Watch out world here I come!!!!!

1 comment:

Dawn said...

Hi Trina,

I am in the beginning stages of the process, so I am looking to reading about your journey. I'm sure your mother is very proud!!