The last day as a Fat person....

Well today is my official day as a fat person. I will be banded on tomorrow on May 15th and I am so excited. It has taken me so long to finally get to this point, because I was always putting it off because of what others may have said, thought or did. This is about me at this point. I am ready to start being the person I always I knew I was in the inside, but the outside reflected someone else. I am going to work the hell out of this band. I am not going to slack on my working out at all, and I mean that from the bottom of my heart. I am ready to prove to myself that I can acheive anything I want... The point is if i want it bad enough..... and I want this like i long to be debt free.... and I will acheive that as well... I am so thankful and grateful for a successful banding on tomorrow, and a healthy life to begin as well. I know my mother and brother will be right there with me making sure that every thing goes ok... God is my strength and my source. Whom or what shall I fear? Is there anything too hard for God? I am charging my digital camera now so when i start on my journey in the morning I will be taking pictures like im on tour or something. One of the best things about it is that I will be picked up in a limo and i will be having the procedure done on Michigan Avenue in Down Town Chicago the Mag. Mile... WOW...... I'm off to sleep so i will chat with u tomorrow.... Get ready world here I come....