Feeling better...

Well Sunday I went to church and i always say everytime i go there is a message for me. My pastor was speeking on what i needed to hear.. and he just confirmed that God has not bought me this far to leave me now... And i believe that with my entire heart.... Now I have been working out again this week monday, tues, and today is wednesday... on my elliptical trainer... I amped up the resistance to like 4 and my legs are really feeling it now.... ouch.. but as we all know no pain no gain... right... I can really tell the inches are coming off because my hips are not as big... everything is going down and i am truly amazed... It's not like i aint putting in the hard work... Some look at me like ok u are a single parent... how do u get up at 5am to workout... I had to realize that worked for me.. working out after work dosent work.. seeing that i have been at work since 9am and my son being in school as well then going to the gym to workout for an hour... yeah right... so i just get up early in the morning and do what i gotta do and i wont have to make him suffer and if there is something else we want to do after work we still can. It is hard, but i know after 2-more weeks of working out like this it will become a habit for me... I have to do something on a consistant basis for me to make it a habit... so i am definately on my way... my goal is to work out at least 5-6 days out of the week and i will be cool... But a-lot of people on lapbandtalk have showed me true love and u all would never know how much that has helped me to continue on. So many day u feel like giving up not because i'm not motivated to loose the weight but because i get lonely and i feel like i have no one to talk to but it never fails..... God puts people in the right place at the right time to say the right thing that will give u what u need to keep on doin what u are doing.. and i thank him everyday for that....