I have to admit..

Ok.. when I gained my weight back was of course while i was prego.. i gained about 85lbs and my son weighed a whopping 7lbs 7oz...lol.. not like he could have weighed 30lbs or so huh.... but after my mom got sick it was hard for me to think about myself I felt selfish if I were to think about myself. .. But I had to snatch myself out and say that I am worth it... Everytime I went to the gym i would call my mom and say I did it... and she would say Trina I am so proud of u and I was so scared of starting working out again, because i know i would want to call her just for her to say that she was proud of me... My mom was my biggest cheerleader and I refuse to let her down... don't get me wrong I am not depressed or anything I am just reflecting on what would motivate me to keep up the excellent work and effort. My mom would tell me girlll if i had those hips i would be a badddd mamma jamma.... lol... She was so honest with me and God knows i miss that so much.... I know I am becoming a smarter, healither, better person than i was 5-years ago... God is my strength and my mom is my motivation......