Ok!!!!!

Now yesterday I went to workout and i worked out for 1 1/2-hrs.. Yes, yes, yes I am so happy with myself. I am going today to workout and after I am done of course I will come back home shower and go and pick up my Todd....Yes my big boy spent the weekend with his gandmother (his dad's mom).. I know he misses my mom because he calls my mom granny and his dad's mother grandma and before i dropped him of on friday he was like mommy i miss my granny that was in the hospital. I love her... and I love my grandma I want to give her a big hug... I know he will always remember my mom... any whoo I really do feel good today i finally told my father yesterday that todd and i are moving out on july 19th and that it is harder than i could have ever imagined, and then he was like u know i don't think u miss her 1-minute more than i do... hmmm im sure because he would put all of the responsibility on her to make ends meet... like if the total monthly bill amt. came to 2500.00 a month he would give her 1000.00 and say oh well u figure it out... and she would.. thats why his black ass misses her because he actually has to be a man now.. and no one else is going to allow him to put a heavy load on them like my mom did... so in that regard i will agree...lol..... Then he was like well u could have given me a little more of a warning couldn't u? hmmmm well i actually related it to well i had no idea that my brother was going to be killed on that monday in november, and no clue that the day after thanksgiving my mother would be passing.. so nope this is the only heads up i was able to give... and i didn't say sorry 1x.... Today is a new day and God is great all the time.... Oh well i will prob. post again once i come from the gym again....