Things are going.....lol

Well wednesday I was in the middle of my morning workout and my damn elliptical machine was making this loud clicking noise...hmmm what could it be... i got off and shook it and got back on it and the lift leg just fell off.. Never the less i was pissed off but i am not going to be thrown off track... I got off and said ok its a wrap i took my shower and got my son up and got him ready for summer camp... the next day i decided to go and look a little further into what the problem was with my expensive elliptical machine... come to find out the steel bar that holds it together just broke in half.... I am so sure that it was a manufactur mistake..but i have had it for over a year and i did not buy an extended warranty....UGGGGGG that is my fault... I said that i was going to go back to buy it but i never did.. So that was my fault... so i guess i will have to start going back to the gym.... or either getting up early in the morning walking before work.... The only thing about going to the gym is my son i don't want him to starve and i get so sick of buying him fast food so i think i am going to have to go to the gym like Wed-Friday and do 1-hour 45min between the elliptical and tredmill for 3-days in a row..so i can compress my workouts to 3-days but it will equal a 5-day workout... because I don't feel it would be right for me to take him to the gym everyday after school for about an hour and then when we get home its time for a bath, eat and go to sleep... I know I am the parent but there is more to life than just being selfish.... I love my son.... He dosent mind at all but I don't want the back lash of the temper meltdowns u know.. Also I went to lane bryant and bought some pants in a size smaller than what i would normally buy them in... I was in a 22 and i am down to a 20 and i think in a few weeks i may be able to get to a 18---What..... hell yes baby... and my tops are a 14/16 i was kinda shocked because it was a top that i liked and i was like well i think i will need a 18/20 and the lady was like u don't need a 18/20 the 14/16 should fit and it did.... I really feel like i am making big moves now and that all of the work i have put in is actually starting to show.... I am still eating wayyyy less than I have in a long time and I am still getting full fast also... so i know the band is working for me and I thank God every day for that... Some days I want to eat so much more because the food is good but i can't... I have never thrown up or choked on anything becasue i take this thing serious.. I take my time and chew my food and i dont rush when i eat. I really feel sorry for the ones that are having the 'PB' issues and the other issues that they are having. Everything is not for everyone... But i thank God that this is for me.... Also I am going to the gym today and I am going to do 1hr on the elliptical and try and do an 1hr on the treadmill... I just know i am going to have to have some really good music to listen to to keep my attention... lol...