Ok i got my approval today..

That was some of the best news i have received in a really long time from them. Now my band date is may15th and if i dont do this pre-op diet right i will fight myself and beat the shit out of my own self...lol..not kidding... I am so determined to get this fat off of my butt it aint funny... It's all good.. now i'm going to log on off now... because my space bar is sticking and it's pissing me off...lol...

The waiting game..

Ok so everything has been submitted to the insurance company now im just waiting to see when the procedure will be. When I talked to the young lady on Friday.. she was like well u know u will have like 2-weeks that u have to do the pre-op diet.. and i was like yeah i know.. hell as long as it has taken yall i have lost damn near 75lbs... ok well not 75 prehaps 10-15lbs lol.. I was like listen lady.. I have been waiting so long to get this done I will drink all shakes for 7 straight days without 1 regular meal... or either wire my freekn mouth shut.. and she had to put the phone down because she was laughfing so hard... and im like whats so funny.. I'm serious...lol.. but really... when she gives me a band date i am going to do what i say im going to do... hungry and all...

4-17-2008

Ok today I called that freekin place that are taking forever sending my info over. That lady pissed me off she had the nerve to say oh we mailed it out on the 11th Hello u are downtown chicago 1 E. Superior, and u are sending it to the Water Tower...WTF... how long do u think it takes for a piece of mail to go within the same freekin zipcode.. I am so tired of playing with these people it aint funny....my patience is wearring really thinn.......

4-16-2008

Well today is Wednesday, and I am so ready to have my lap band done it ain't funny. I have been doing good so far with getting mentally ready for it. I am so tired of not being the person that I know I am on the inside out. I know I am a georgeous woman, sexy and all of the above. I just want that damnnn type of look when i walk in the room. People tell me that I look good the way I am, but I know I can do better, and I am going to do better starting now. I haven't been working out like I know I should, however I am going to start back working out on tomorrow, and I promise myself I will. Before June I will have lost 30lbs...