PART 2..

Now a little history i went with a guy that had a birthday april, 15, april 10, april 13, and this dude april 12... lol.... yeah right.. I know yall are all full of shit.... and then the October the 19th, 20, 21st, & the 26th. Why i attract guys in these 2-mths I don't know... but i have stopped focusing on not wanting to date guy's from that month and focusing on what i do want... Now when people get drunk or full of that monkey juice they tell the truth... He admited to me that he is in the process of breaking up with this girl he has been with for 1 1/2 years... WTF... are u breaking up with her for... now i must admit i know I look good, but what goes around comes around... he might be a good man and all, but I don't want u breaking up with this chick because u think u can have your dream come true with me... Not going to happen... I can't stand it when guys SEE something they think is better and it always hits them in the face... Been there done that.. but why did it take for him to get drunk to tell me that he has to break up with this girl and before yesterday he was like I really like u, u're the kind of person that I could fall in love with and marry..... but he couldn't be honest from the very beginning... uhhhhhh pisses me off.. it makes me want to go to the gym and workout for 3-hrs.... but they don't have the kids klub open today so the only thing i can do is to go downtown and walk outside by the lake front.... Oh by the way the Taste of Chicago is going on right now also....lol.. I'm doing good at the not eating when i'm hungry so i'm not worried at all... I have always know that when u loose weight guys flock to u so i just have to guard my emotions really well.. Because it's like dropping out of space into a new world that is brand new..